What do I do? 10.30.09

The night is filled with many things
heavenly horrors and dreary dreams
thing aren't what they seem
you look at me
I look at you

I don't want us to end
but I'll get over it
my heart to fend
I'm done with all this shit
can you blame me

I wonder why
every time you make me cry
do you want me or what you think you see
all I think about is you
Are you true
a thousand thoughts race through my head
about what you said
to me that night
it didn't seem right

thinking of what would've been
if things were different
all over now
I'm leaving you goodbye

I'm so alone
It feels like you stole my heart
I hate being apart

nights turns to day
I have to dreams my loneliness away