love?

Once i was someone
So in love that i followed
A man who ripped out my heart
Leaving my chest empty and hollow

I have my old friends
But they dont fill the void
Their words of comfort only leave me annoyed

Such terrible deeds he has visited me way
But they all seem trivial at the close of the day

My heart has been stabbed so much it no longer bleeds
A heart of its own it knows what it needs

An end to the pain
Though there's not one in sight
Torment again and alone every night

And alas here i am
Back at the start
Everything is the same
But my poison filled heart