End of the Road

Why everytime I try,
The rope breaks?
Why everytime I try,
I'm too pussy to succeed?
I try so hard....
I just can't do it.
Everytime is the same thing.
Eather the blade is too dull,
Or I am just not strong enough.
My will is gone,
Or someone is watching.
I try so hard just to get there...
I just can't.
But,
I am on this journey,
Searching for it...
The End of The Road...