Permanent Shame.

The burning sensation deepens
as I my thoughts seep in.
all I've known has fallen.
and I'll forsaken have walked on.

Something in me dies.
From drowning or burning.
I cannot say. It's all the same.
Someday it'll all be over.

Till that day I'll just wait.
For nothing can be done.
Sadness sinks in.
Taking me by surprise.

Causing wrists to bleed.
and eyes to tear up.
A solo of sorrow.
Plays deep in my heart.

I can't let go
something keeps holding on.
It's sad and scary.
but I gotta make it through

Nothing's gonna be the same
I'll die trying to try
and endless nights I shall cry.
But never will leave my shame

It's all so hard to believe
That you're gone and happy
Safe in someone's arms
and I'm alone.