Blessed With A Curse

I've been blessed with a curse

I've been feeling dumb

Gimme another pill to make me feel numb

I ignore the cries and the screams

None of it seems real to me

I've cried too many times

And had too many restless nights

They keep me awake at night

Begging for a friend to stay up with them

"are you feeling lonely?" he asks.

And I nod my head silently 

And let him talk a bit more

I'm too scared to run away

So I'll just lie here and wait

He's real to me

But no one else can hear him

They say I'm crazy

But I'm just a little different cause my friends are all in my head

"Trust us" they say

But who can I trust at this point?

You hurt me anyway

You bite and scratch and claw when i do nothing wrong!

I beg for you to stop

But you laugh and continue with the torture

So I excuse myself from reality

And go deal with insanity