Fear of Open Eyes

I fear being awake, reality is much more brutal then what hides behind my skull.
When nothing makes sense,
i'm happy,
When i have no reason,
im glad,
When i have no pressure,
i'm free.
Let me sleep, because when I wake,
everything will be the same.
People will still die,
loved ones will still cry.
Why would i want to watch somthing like that?
Just let me sleep.

-arf