Somedays i wish there was no tomorrow.

Can you feel it?
That neverending sorrow
the evil pain twisted inside
Somedays I wish there was no tomorrow
Its like it takes over your mind.

Can you see it?
That vancant smile
Those foggy eyes
Your muttered goodbyes
Your disguising lies

Can you touch it?
The tears that never fall
your face wandering and lost
Stood tall with pride and fear
You don't know what it costs.

Can you hear it?
The muffled sound of tears
Long and intense cries
Those longing fears
Of dying all alone

I swallow the pain
And try to refrain
From the fear burrowed inside
Fading your mind from humanity
Until the hate subsides

I take this bottle sleek and tall
And let the memories fall
I hear the sorrow stop it's feeding
as I feel my heart stop beating