Disbelief

Is it too much to believe in something?
There is no god, there is no love,
No afterlife,
So young,
And ive already lost hope,
I want someone,
Something,
To give me reason to believe again,
To believe in living,
That theres a reason to keep breathing,

Every day i see idiots living in luxery,
Ignorance shrowding their lives,
While geniuses barely manage day to day,
What has the world come to?

Maybe my talent will never be discovered,
But at least i can say i never sold out,
Never gave in,

I wont be like them,
If nothing else to believe in,
Ill push myself fowards,
Because even now,
Im the only thing i have left