Fragile

I remember the taste of your name on my lips,
An involuntary reaction to what you do to me,
Your always on my mind,
Always in my heart,
Does this mean i can breath a word of,
Love and hatred in the same sentence?
Can i speak of how you make my heart beat,
And my blood boil in the same breath?
Is this logical?
This is irrational,
This isnt love,
This is torture,

Are you doing this for revenge?
The sweetest bitter words escaping thin lips,
Cutting into me like a knife,
Every step sure as you walk away,
I remain rooted into place,
Aching fingers reaching out,
Longing for the brush of your skin,
For your eyes to meet mine,
For your lips,
Bitter and sharp,
To meet mine and make them bleed,

Love sis not like a knife,
You are,
Every word you speak cuts deeper,
Into me,
Into my eyes,
Into my abilities,
I can no longer focus,
cant bring myself to dream,
Because your faces dances through each one,

Cant escape from you,
Anywhere i go,
Your eyes haunt me,
Deep,
Soulless?
Maybe ive turned you cold,
Thats what love does,
Hanging like a noose around your neck,
I couldnt support you,
Couldnt listen,
Maybe you were screaming,
That this relationship was better off broken,
Then ended?
Who knows,
Maybe this is love,
Maybe our relationship is normal

While i scream of hatred and love,
You smile at her,
Making my heart fall from my lips,
Falling to the floor and shattering,
Not unlike glass,
Maybe we were both too fragile,
Maybe..