Found Beneath

Its starts with a sight...

Of other males beside her skin and crawling beneath mine, without a name they are hostile to me. Yet stone faced I never budge.

Then jealousy...

Timid of revaelence I step back and observe the play. Hoping she will see my recide. And when no such response happens, wounds bleed. I bite my tongue and stare, never quick to blink.

Such hate with no words to say, no sight to see, but all feeling to feel.

It hurts...

But its only temporary I know. Its when the snake bites so much, to far, will the posion lead to demise?

Please relieve my burden, please say the thoughts don't breed true. My patience scratches at the door. I am no longer breathing in patterns. I am moving with her direction and trying to understand.

Please say it isnt so...

Im afriad...