My Insanity

As I fall deeper into my insanity,
Driven by the reckless desires of humanity,
I want to fall; I want to die,
To cut my throat and let my soul fly,
But I can't wield the knife to the point of death,
Not to myself or those that left,
To hear the screams at my bleeding corps,
To picture those faces of remorse,
Death will take me in his open arms,
Drain my life to become endless charm,
At last I would be free!
Free from falling in my insanity.

Someone or something has broken my friends,
Turned strong allies into those who seek the end,
But I came too,
Slipping on their sorrow,
Absorbing their troubles into my soul,
We shall never feel whole, not today not tomorrow,
Only when death rids us of this sorrow,
The sorrow of our insanity.

The pressure keeps on building,
I panic in despair,
Life keeps on tearing apart those that care,
In revenge I shall take this world into a time of dark,
Where monsters and daemons steal peoples hearts,
Bu they shall never take our souls,
For they are yet to be whole,
Mine has been crushed and broken,
Broken by the pressure my insanity.

I once loved, I once cared but my insanity did not,
Now I share my feeling of love and romance,
But the response is clear: 'No thanks!'
Now I turn to these feelings to paper and pen,
Describing my heart to you,
Today is nothing but a PATHETIC fallacy,
A fallacy of insanity.