A Cutters Happy Ending

Can someone please turn on a light
so I can see what I have to fight
carving skin I call twisted art
the night is where my dreams die
three a.m. has heard me cry
all alone in a crowded place
my shattered bodys a waste of space
tell my daddy his silence hurts
that Im sick of abusive perverts

Chorus:
This is a cutters happy ending
when at night they're only breathing
the time when pain slips away
left to stand at deaths crossway
with bleeding roses in your heads
standing in lifes wastelands
this is a cutters happy ending
at the end of the day they're onyl breathing

down on earth I miss my family
of all their love and beauty
I cant get them back to life
but I could join them, with a slit from my knife
dead Id be, the darkness gone
but not tonight it's almost dawn
yet I still know how to die
I still know the time to cry
until then Ive got twisted art
atleast until I fall apart.

Chorus

One by one my family forgets
again and again im filled with regret
dont want to be all alone
cant I just have a normal home?
careful now dont wake my feelings
I left them with my hearts hanging
you wont find deep scars on wrists
Ive denied the rules and added twists
hips and thighs are where they lay
Im a plotting runaway

Chorus

This is nothing like a fairy tale
there's betrayal and blackmail
a cutter wont get a happy ending
the best they will get is soft crying..
slow cutting...
sharp hurting...
silent dying...
at the end of the day they're only breathing
all the hurt inside my head
will one day knock me dead

This is a cutters happy ending
when at night they're only breathing
the time when pain slips away
left to stand at deaths crossway
with bleeding roses in your hands
standing in lifes wastelands
this is a cutters happy ending
at the end of the day they're only breathing

Try and save me from my inner fight
But for me theres no day to my night...