Scared

If you could see love and how it changes me then you'll fully understand why i choose to bury myself to not express those feelings
But knowing you have a love called your own It bugs me knowing i am being prevented from expressing those feelings even know i don't know how too.
I will try in every inch my heart to still be called a friend.
When I see your face in my dreams they change my thoughts and it shows me i must go for it
But i am just a coward to admit feelings to beautiful human being.
Why can't I come out of my shell?
Why can't I move on?