My thoughts

Thoughts running through my head
Should I be dead?
My family won't miss me
My friends wont cry
Should I die?
I seem like such a horrible person
But I don't really mean to be
Im sorry for being me
I try to fix it
But it all ends up going wrong
The thoughts in my head just wont go away
Do I really need to pay
For all the suffering I have caused
I told you I didn't mean it
I try my best to be a good person
The thoughts running through my head
Influence me
Should I try ?
Should I die ?
I wish I had someone to talk too
But who would bother?
I'm a bother
I'm sorry is really all I could say
To end the day