You can't kill me, I'm already dead.

The emotion,
So deep,
Causing a comotion,
Can't sleep.
Rivers of tears,
Surrounded by fears,
Broken,
Bleeding,
Inside your feeding,
On my pain,
It's insane,
How much I hurt,
You treat me like dirt.
Killing my soul,
It's never been whole.
Tearing me apart,
Ripping out my heart.
Silent screams,
Shattered dreams,
A waisted life,
With a dulled knife.
Used too much to pierce the skin,
Yeah, I know, 
cutting's a sin,
But my pain,
Has yet to begin.