Forgive Me

I don't know what to do with myself,
I'm useless,
In a decline.
I thought I was getting better,
But I'm only getting worse,
By far.
I'm ashamed to be me.
I don't deserve the life I have,
I don't know why
Now,
When I was once so strong,
I need someone to save me.
I only hope you can forgive me,
For what I have become.
I hope you can still love me
Enough
To call me close to you.