Never Enough

Admiting it is tough
But I know I'll never be good enough
Is it perfection that you want?
Because perfection is what i'm not
Is it because you think i'm a fake?
I've heard you mention I was a mistake
Is it cause you think I'll turn out like my sister?
I'm sorry you'll never have that perfect daughter
Maybe its just cause i'm not pretty
As to why you treat me so dirty
You yell at me for everything
And treat me like I mean nothing
It doesn't matter what I say
You treat me like this everyday
I wish you could just see
How much you don't even know me
Your never there when I need you
You don't know half the shit i've been through
I don't feel loved
I know its me your getting tired of
You just sit and watch as I fall
Like you don't care at all
I just wanna say goodbye
And maybe die
Or runaway
Because it feels like i've over stayed my stay
I wish I could disappear
Because I hate being here
Maybe someday i'll wake up from this nightmare
And you'll truly care