The Game

My rhythm is slow,my beat is low
Trying to find the center,running helter skelter
No end in sight, pushing with all my might
Against the darkness ,begging for forgiveness
Hey! no one's listening the pain is just beginning
I think it gets worse, I am at a loss
How can I stop the pain? It's part of the game
Do I give up the two of them? when will I ever learn?
I may love games but sometimes it hurts less to be maimed
I'm hurt forever, I cry whenever
I see them together.
Guess I'm not a good player.