Red Flashes

Every time i close my eyes
i see my own special suicide
blood splashing everywhere
overdose on cyanide.

Gun pressed on my temple
knife dragged across the skin
poison pumping through my veins
rope looped below the chin

Suffocating in my sleep
brutally murdered at breakfast.
Nasty pills stuffed in my lunch
dirty needle in a quick fix

Warm blood trickles down the head
brains splattered in the kitchen
red water in the bathtub
crimson puddles thicken

My blood stops flowing
limbs fall limp and frail
my body runs cold
sickly death and pale.