depression

i feel so trapt,
like im in a place where no one can find me,
if feels like im screaming at the top of my lungs,
but no one can hear me,
it feels like im getting closed in,
and im losing air,
if feels like im not really here,
i feel completely alone,
i don't want anyone's sympathey,
i just want to feel alive again,
but i feel like thats never going to happen,
it feels endless,
i feel like i keep wandering and wandering,
but it's leading me no where,
it feels like there's no hope,
like there's no light at the end of the tunnel,
it feels like i'm out of tune to the world,
my emotions are so blended,
if feels like i've forgotten how to feel.