What If Nothing Is as It Seems?

Please believe in me my dear,
What if nothing is as it seems?
Why do we have to feel all this pain?
My addiction can be a very dark thing,
As you know baby.
If we could just lay here for now,
Stare into my eyes, and forget it all.
Please don't leave,
Disconnection is what we seem to do.
My nightmares seem to always be the same,
I feel so much shame.
My spirit is damaged and so is my soul,
My body scarred and broken.
Please let me save you,
We can run away.
Please believe in me my dear,
What if nothing is as it seems?
The pain from pst days still haunts her beautiful eyes,
and tortures your sanity.
I've forgotten how to sleep in my desperaton,
If we could just hold hands and talk awhile.
I'd be you're support as you came tumbling down,
We could make it through all this misery.
I know what you are going through,
It's an exhausting war that never seems to end.
Just don't let me stare into the past.
Please believe in me my dear,
What if nothing is as it seems?