My Healer
As I’m escaping my past
I see my future in your eyes
Its potential I recognize
Make me tranquilized
My cure from heartbreak
My antidote
My epidural
My Novacane
Can you numb me for now
Or heal me from the pain
Become my “Beautiful Nightmare”
From fear I beg to wakeup
But not having the will
And strong enough desire
To leave well enough
Not willing to loosen my grip of you
As you become my new thoughts
Refreshing as I break away
From that mindset
Free of regret.
The beauty of being able to forget.
Make me feel like I’m something
As I’m no longer “Nothing”
I can feel me “Falling Again”
But be there to catch me
Lets skip the “Love Games”
But truly at first be “Friends”
No more being “Oblivious” to lies
Our truths may never end.
No perversion
Only seeking for a “Taste of Sin”
I’m well prepared
For a new healthy relationship to begin
I lay here with a case of “Insomnia”
As thoughts of you keep me wide awake
Waiting for the day
A true conversation will partake
But when you’re around
How bashful I become
Its out of my control
As I become timid,
On my quest for
“Flames of a New Love”
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^^FYI... all the words with "quotation marks" are some of my old poem titles. And all those poems I mentioned were inspired by my ex. But now I have this new crush, who I feel like is really helping me get over him;)... lol ughh rebound much?
I see my future in your eyes
Its potential I recognize
Make me tranquilized
My cure from heartbreak
My antidote
My epidural
My Novacane
Can you numb me for now
Or heal me from the pain
Become my “Beautiful Nightmare”
From fear I beg to wakeup
But not having the will
And strong enough desire
To leave well enough
Not willing to loosen my grip of you
As you become my new thoughts
Refreshing as I break away
From that mindset
Free of regret.
The beauty of being able to forget.
Make me feel like I’m something
As I’m no longer “Nothing”
I can feel me “Falling Again”
But be there to catch me
Lets skip the “Love Games”
But truly at first be “Friends”
No more being “Oblivious” to lies
Our truths may never end.
No perversion
Only seeking for a “Taste of Sin”
I’m well prepared
For a new healthy relationship to begin
I lay here with a case of “Insomnia”
As thoughts of you keep me wide awake
Waiting for the day
A true conversation will partake
But when you’re around
How bashful I become
Its out of my control
As I become timid,
On my quest for
“Flames of a New Love”
..................................................................................
^^FYI... all the words with "quotation marks" are some of my old poem titles. And all those poems I mentioned were inspired by my ex. But now I have this new crush, who I feel like is really helping me get over him;)... lol ughh rebound much?