Life wasted

Closing my eyes.
Stepping of the ledge.
Wind whipping my hair.
Memories flashing before my eyes.
Doubting this decision.
Realizing it’s too late.
Screaming for help.
Praying to every god.
Begging to be saved.
Heart beating out of control.
Feeling my life slipping through my fingers.
Falling and falling.
Noticing nothing.
Touching ground,
Feeling nothing.