Hurt

I never wanted to hurt you,
That was not my intent.
I just wanted to help you,
But the thought might have been better in my head.
I wouldn’t take back how I felt,
But kept it hidden inside.
Then you might feel like less of a burden on our lives.
I don’t know what to do now,
Maybe I’ll just leave you alone.
I’ll kill myself to give you what you need to grow.
I’m sorry for pushing you
Into something you didn’t really want.
I don’t want to lose you,
Though you might already be gone.
Staying just friends will be for the best,
Even though it doesn’t feel like it at this time.
Things will get better
And then you’ll more clearly see
How perfectly suited you are for me.