30 Days

Not a line,
Not a shot,
Not a drag,
I never would have thought.
30 days clean would be so hard,
I know what needed to be done.
I had to fight it and not run.
My love wasn't the same when lit up, unable to feel pain,
Did you think that I'd let the monster inside take my life away?
Alcohol kept me sane,
Speed made the numbness stay.
But here I am with an NA tag around my neck,
30 days clean, go ahead and check.
I had the motive of love on my side,
Night after withdrawl stained night you were here with me.
Without you I would have never even tried,
You knew I could do it, now I see.
This is an amazing feeling in so many ways,
30 days.