It Will Always Be the Same

I sit in anger
and i'm frustrated
i sit and wonder
how many times i've conciplated
the things that make me weep

you know the feeling of lying down
you toss and turn around
but the thoughts won't let you sleep

you wake up like a zombie
your body sore and aching
and you never felt so weak

everyday in the same routine
you wake up take a shower
endure hell for about 12 hours
then it's back to sleep

when you feel like you've been cheated
and your in shock you can't believe it
its the feeling that lets you live

you keep on saying you will change
things will never be the same
it's so funny how you're naive
things will always be the same
until they bury you in your gave