I Feel Guilty, You Can Never Replace Her

you sat next to me
we talked everyday
we both had lovers
so there wasn't too much we could say
we both were left alone
and somewhere in your eyes
i sought closure

but as i felt you
i only wanted you closer
i can't tell you how i feel anymore

i wanted this for so long
but now that it's here
we have nothing to grow upon

your so different from me
i'm so different from you
we talk late at night
when we have nothing better to do

there's no interest in me
there's no interest in you
so why are you with me
i haven't got a clue

i want you as a lover
but i don't see it in us
im still in love with my lover
from a long time ago
she matched me every step of the way
you act so different
we'll never be the same
i am a silhouette
i am hollow in my veins

so should i pretend to continue
or does it just make me insane
am i an actor
cause the roles don't feel the same

everytime i examine you with my brain
my eyes look into your face
compared to my lover
they are no where near the same
so should i keep you?
or just let you go

am i to selfish that i don't want o be alone
but i can't
im attracted to you
and i don't know why
you see a friend in me
not a lover in my eyes
i guess we'll have to wait
wait like a slave to time
like i will until the end of my life

waiting for my lover to come back
but she never will that's the truth not a fact