Dead inside

Hmmm sarcastic,
unloving, uncaring
Souless insided
death wished by mortal shell

Strength not enough to hurt
but already dead inside
cannot bring to end exsistance
is it weakness of inner strength

never felt this way in a while
since i met the person
i love like and believe in
but senseless belief

belief in something that will
never be
better of dead
being eaten by carrion animals

cold uncaring tacticle
sorely missed would be not
but what would i know
Death to lifes embraces