Lonely

My heart screams for darkness
It pulsates deep gashing wounds
And tears of blood slip from it
Casting its darkened tomb
Love once warmed now gone
Spring leaving a cold winter
To receed into the darkening shell
of viciouse pain unhindered
I try to push the darkness away
Try to laugh smile and be free
But it calls and howls like the coldest of Artic winds
Deep into the shire of my soul.
Nothing stops it,
my heart screams more and more.
To be set free of this agony and pain,
the be let loose upon the floor
A sharpened pain a gash so deep
The pain is ferice but I bite back the scream
Then I'm dizzy and light. I feel you fading away
and darkness surrounds me

My heart leaps forward and then it doesn't beat again