As You Do Me

adrenaline
electricity in my veins
fire scorching my insides
reaching my heart
i feel the destruction
a pain so severe
i can't speak
i can't breathe
or maybe, its possible
i choose not to
you'll never see me cry
i'll hold it all inside
the day the tears fall
will never come
you chose this
i didn't
you're to blame
i'm an innocent victim
your victim
and you know it
and you love it
you love the way i
look away
close out the sound of
your voice
avoid you
but time will run out for you
and it will be my turn
and you'll be my victim
and what i feel now
you will feel
magnified to a size
you will never comprehend
but you'll know
you'll feel
you'll cry with "no" shame
but i will look away