Twelve Months Ago

Does it ever get any easier
Dealing with the mess we made?
How one day I say I hate you
Then next I wish you'd stayed

Do you still feel the way you did
Not so very long ago?
Most times you act like you don't care
But sometimes you let it show

Do you wish we could go back
The same way that I do?
Because twelve months ago today
Was when I realized I loved you