Secrets Best Untold

I've had a secret
One I've never told
I never planned on telling it
I wanted it kept until I grew old.

But then I saw your face
Not your face actually if we're telling the truth
I saw your body.
I blushed for looking

I saw you around and sometimes
(followed you around)
I felt like I knew you
I haven't spoken a word.

It was wrong, I didn't think so.
Inner turmoil of wanting to kiss you and
hold you too.
Inner turmoil inside of me.

You didn't know I existed
3 years older than me,
No, I think it was 2.
Native cigarettes.
I want to smoke with you
and hold you
and play with your short hair
Just sit on the edge of a curb like
nothing even matters
Like the only thing that matters is your hair and my
cigarette.

I told you
(I loved you)
You didn't feel the same because
I was not right for you
the weird thing is that
I was right for you
i am right for you

I walked away with your cigarette
i walked away with 1 less secret