Make Me Dead
And I try really hard not to really on people too much
I try really hard to put everyone before myself.
Because that’s the way it should be,
self-less not selfish.
I hold it all inside,
paste on a smile over the threat of tears.
Pretend it’s all okay;
that’s the only way.
But sometimes,
sometimes,
I need someone
I need someone to put me first,
to care.
Just for once.
To hold me close;
to be there for me.
But when it comes to that;
it suddenly becomes that there is nobody around.
It suddenly becomes that I am all alone
Worthless and dying.
Tired of trying.
I try really hard to put everyone before myself.
Because that’s the way it should be,
self-less not selfish.
I hold it all inside,
paste on a smile over the threat of tears.
Pretend it’s all okay;
that’s the only way.
But sometimes,
sometimes,
I need someone
I need someone to put me first,
to care.
Just for once.
To hold me close;
to be there for me.
But when it comes to that;
it suddenly becomes that there is nobody around.
It suddenly becomes that I am all alone
Worthless and dying.
Tired of trying.