Just Can't

my eyes reflected back to me.

a vision of what is to be.

i cant stop the tears from pouring down my face.

standing in front of the mirror

wiping away tear after tear

i cant be the perfect daughter you want.

the blue/green eyes stare back,

part of me knows this is whack.

i cant believe a word you say, yet i do anyway.

before i move from that spot

i try to clear my vision by focusing on a dot.

i cant change myself anymore than i already have.

i don't believe you would want me to.

but then again, its is you.

i cant stop the tears from pouring down my face.