Nothing

I want to fall, fall to the darkness.

I want to lose motion of time,
motion of myself, the motion of life.

I want to get lost, completly,
never to be found.

I want to run, run and run
until I can't feel my legs and
realize I am in a place
where I can not be saved.

I want to struggle,
I want to run out of breathe,
I want to feel the pain,
I want to feel the last beats of my heart,
I want to know I'm losing the battle.

I want to see you again
and this time I am staying
never parting yourside,
because you await me in death...