You Were There

You were there for me the day mom, grandma, and grandpa died,
You were there for me every time I broke down and cried.
When mom passed away you helped raise and take care of me,
You were always there anytime I needed you to be.
We've had more than our fair share of fights,
But you were there for me on the cold, lonely nights.
I've told you I hate you, but if the truth be told,
I love more than the whole earth's stock of gold.
I've done some awful things that has fucked up our bond,
But I've changed this time, I went back to my normal self and beyond.
I just wish you'd give me a chance, so you can finally see,
The new person I've become, this new version of me.
I'm truely sorry for everything I've done in the past,
I'm sorry it took so long to get my head out of my ass.
Our laughter, talks, and our closeness I miss,
But no matter what, you'll always be my big sis.