Does anyone see inside of me?

It seems like the whole world is out to get me
does anyone even care
it seems like I'm all alone
does anyone see what's behind my smile
see the hurt I keep inside
all the doubts I have

all the pain I try to hide
I try to keep my smile on my face
try to be happy and forget about those doubts
but despite trying they always seem to stay inside
even when I forget about it all,
just for a moment

why can't I open up
I'm still in a search for my own key
why is it so hard to just be happy
I frustrate myself
trying to hard
I have to figure out how to let it go