my sanity

i beg and plead to keep my sanity
i feel like i'm going insane
fresh wounds and old scars
i'm lost in all this
a messed up world
it makes me feel like i'm in hell
i want to die and fade away
i want to leave this behind
will anyone care
i don't want to suffer this fate anymore
i want to find my nice sweet comfort
i keep myself alive and i die a little more on the inside
losing my sanity every time i open my eyes
i'm losing this fight with my mind
but with my friends by my side
i hope i can win the fight
i hope i can win back my sanity