I'm Sorry I Can't Be Beautiful

The acidic words,
That penetrate my mind,
That slaughter me inside,
Because you're not one of your kind.

I'm singing lullabies,
And choking on your fucking lies,
Because the life you lead,
Is something I don't need.

Your various actions,
That brake my happiness,
That destroy my life,
Because I'm just a mess.

And one day,
I will give up on it all,
That one day,
That I'll finally receive my call.