I Kinda Hope You Die

Fuck you
I hate you
I really wanna kill you
Light a match and burn your eyes
Make everything else an unpleasant surprise
Cut off your fingers, one by one
Make you eat them, all at once
Rip off your lips, that are filled with deceit
Why'd you ever come to me, if you were just going to leave?
Cripple your legs, the ones that walked away
I just wanna hear you tell me that it's gonna be okay
Twist your arms, that once reached out to me
All i ever wanted was them wrapped around me sweetly
Punch you in the stomach, you scream out for help
This never would of happened if you hadnt put me through hell
Stab you in the chest, twenty seven times
I can't help but wonder if you were ever even mine
I open my eyes to reality, what was I thinking?
Sometimes you were the only thing that kept me still breathing
Don't worry, I don't want you dead
I'm just trying to push out all the negative from my head
Even though I'm scared, upset, a little mad
Atleast for a while, you kept me happy and not sad
And you were definitely one of the bestest, things I've ever had.