I Refuse to Hurt You Anymore
I seem to get worse,
everyday I am without you.
The habits coming back,
only stronger.
I find myself reaching,
for my own demise.
I find myself thinking,
I need not take this anymore.
But I shall not give in,
beacuse if I do I will hurt you.
Though for your sake not mine,
I shall fight through the cracks so you wont notice me falling.
I will not hurt you anymore,
for you have enough to deal with without me.
everyday I am without you.
The habits coming back,
only stronger.
I find myself reaching,
for my own demise.
I find myself thinking,
I need not take this anymore.
But I shall not give in,
beacuse if I do I will hurt you.
Though for your sake not mine,
I shall fight through the cracks so you wont notice me falling.
I will not hurt you anymore,
for you have enough to deal with without me.