I Refuse to Hurt You Anymore

I seem to get worse,
everyday I am without you.

The habits coming back,
only stronger.

I find myself reaching,
for my own demise.

I find myself thinking,
I need not take this anymore.

But I shall not give in,
beacuse if I do I will hurt you.

Though for your sake not mine,
I shall fight through the cracks so you wont notice me falling.

I will not hurt you anymore,
for you have enough to deal with without me.