Fears

Untainted love, never known if it will be seen…
Pain rocking through like a sick trickling…

Unwanted love on your behalf…
Don’t know what to do when I cannot hear your laugh.
Shadowed future, unsure of your heart…
I would love to know if you would care to make our life together rather than apart.
Shaking with fear when I think of speaking the truth…
I fear if I don’t, pain will steal away my youth.

Untainted love, never known if it will be seen…
Pain rocking through like a sick trickling…

Half-smiling to myself when I hear your voice…
Stabbed in my heart when I think for you there’d be a better choice.
Sick from sadness, growing lonely with tears…
Shaking from nightmares, not wanting to find truth to my fears…
Scared of this dream being unreal, but what could be worse?
You saying you don’t care or that it would be a curse?

So for now I shall steer clear of the path that could reap tears.
Shaking my mind of these dreadful fears…
Raking my thoughts of all that is you…
Someday Darling, I hope you’ll feel as I do...