Exhausted

So used to the insults
So used to the tears
So used to the gaping hole in my heart.

So used to watching life slip by
so used to the depression
So used to the loneliness.

So tired of the councelers
So tired of the medications, the shots
So tired of their pity.

So tired of the fake smiles
So tired of trying
So tired of hoping that it will all get better.