Fake

I'll laugh because it is expected.

Crying will only deem me rejected.

I'll smile even if it's fake.

Not sure how much more I can take.

I'll pretend everything is okay.

If not,it just might ruin your day.

I'll stuff my feelings deep down inside.

Where the loneliness and sorrow doth abide.

I'll be your perfect,little pretty.

I'll tell jokes that are half witty.

Just know that in my head,

I'm wishing you were dead.

Someday I will run away.

For awaiting me,is a brighter day.

There I can be myself,true.

No longer a slave for you.