Reflection

Every time I see the mirror
Every time I see my reflection on it
Every time I smile towards it
I see nothing
I see my reflection but it doesn't show anything
It's flat
It's without smile I always put on my face
It's without my laughter
I'm beaming to see that
To see what actually happens
My soul is dead
Everything's just fake
The smile I put on my face can't be looked at the mirror as my reflection
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Feeling sick of pretending. It sucks and could be worse