One day.

I lay here,
Broken beaten and scared,
This dejection of mine,
It overbearing,

Its taking the last gasps of air,
Making me die with every breath,
This self destruction,
Its endless,

This abyss of hurt,
Its painless at this point,
The affliction is to hard,
That the body just goes numb,

Nothing forces me to feel this way more then,
When i'm alone,
lost in my self,
waiting to be saved,

I try to stay alive,
To not terminate what i have started,
To not dive into the abyss head first,
Land onto the rock,
Broken,

Ever day i getting closer and closer,
To the one day,
Where the screams cant be contained,
The coldness can't be handled,
The day of days,
One day. One day.