Goodbye (For Now and Forever)

I sit here,
Listening to music,
Like always,
Replaying that scene.
It torchers me to this day.
How could I not expect it?

I hear your voice,
In my mind.
Am I crazy?

I'm sitting in a room,
Thinking of you,
Your voice isn't in my head,
Its you,
Standing in front of me,
Lying like always.

I listen to you,
And how your dieing because of what you did.
I hope death is a bitch,
I say.

But you pursuaded me,
Using my love for you against me.
We get back together a hundredth time,
And you abuse me once again.

Fuck it,
Fuck you.
Dammit,
I'm through!!

We're over,
I'm over you.
You lie,
Say you are too.
I laugh at your face.
I burn all your shit to hell.

We're over,
Fuck you,
Goodbye,
I'm through.

Goodbye,
It's over,
For now,
And forever.