Chasing After Your Love.

Am I chasing after a lost cause?
You loved me before,
I was young and stupid to let you go.
You say you still feel for me,
but do you really?
I'm lucky you still think of me as a friend,
but I miss speaking to you as much as we did before.
The guilt creeps up on me,
I can't sleep.
I don't know what to do with life.
You've nearly forgotten about me,
yet you say you feel for me.
You love my enemy,
And surely more than you love me.
I can't live with the guilt.
You look at me, and quickly turn away
As soon as my eyes met your gaze.
I notice you staring at her,
And i suddenly realize,
I'm not fit for you,
She's extremely beautiful,
while I'm just average, or maybe below that.
I hide the pain with a fake smile everyday,
You don't notice what I'm really feeling.
Thanks for lending me your jacket when I was cold,
and I know how much it hurt you when she asked for your cousin(her crush's) jacket instead.
You tell me we're both equally pretty,
But I know deep down you love her more deeply.
If you tell me honestly, I'll give up, and let you chase after her...
Wait, do you even notice how hard I've been
Chasing After Your Love?
Hah... maybe you don't..
How foolish of me.
Is this really our fate? Our destiny?
Are we destined to be just friends?
Best Friends, Lovers, Buddies, whatever you wanna call US...
I'll love you... forever... in whatever kind of relation ship we'll be... <3