If you really knew me... Please Read :)

If you really knew me, you would know that I put a strong face on but its just a mask...

1> I am a Victim of bullying. (Words hurt) :/
2> I cut myself because I feel no one cares
3> I HATE my body...
4> I hide myself under baggy clothes and sweatshirts because I feel I am fat...
5> I have never been in a relationship...
6> I feel that Boys won't date me because of my body....
7> I want to meet new people but im too shy :3
8> I was bulimic..now im healthy :)
9> Im a vegetarian..
10> My father picked drugs and alcohol over me..and he admitted it to me :/
11> My mom doesn't understand me

But life gets better.......

1> I am in the process of creating a website to stand up against bullying and share stories of other victims of bullying and try to raise awareness..(Will post the website soon :3)
2> I no longer cut myself..the only thing left are the scars..
3> Sadly, I still am self-conscious
4> I have talked to my father and expressed to him how I feel about him and we are in the process of building a better relationship :)

Thanks for reading my: If You Really Knew Me :)