A phase that won't turn off

Living my life,
Like nothing to worry about,
But I always know that there's something wrong,
Even though I'm quiet; no screaming or the urge to shout,
I carry on without a care in the world,

Living my life,
Being with my friends,
Even though one of them knows,
If they want to help it all depends,

Living my life,
Watching time go by,
Most of the time I can handle who i truly am,
But there's always a voice that has something to say,

Living my life,
Going though normal teenage phases,
One that I hate to be in,
One that seems to be around lately,

Living my life,
Watching the stars twinkle in the sky,
Maybe this is the end; maybe all is dead,
But one day she'll return; she will never say goodbye.